Just thinking about the
old times. There were
some good ones and
then there were some
bad ones. Then even
though I learned a lot
from them. There are
times I wish I could go
back and do all over again.
One thing I would change
would be that I wouldn't
be so quick to judge people.
That was probably my biggest
mistake I made. Now that I look
back and kind of keep up
with him it is strange because
he seems like the person I
wanted but I was too blind to
see that right off the back.
He was there to help and
he really was my friend
but I was just too stubborn
to see that. I didn't have my
eyes opened all the way. Now
My really good high school friend.
The only real friend that I ever had
back then.
I know that I probably can't go
back because it is all my fault
and he won't let me. I understand
because I've let him down too
many times.
I just wish that I could say
that I'm sorry to his face
and that we could start all
over again because I know
that I have grown a lot and
it seems like he has too. He
is the person that I have always
wanted him to be. I just couldn't
wait long enough so I pushed
him away.
God has answered my prayers
from back then but I wonder
if He would answer my prayer now.
If there is any possible way I want
that guy back.
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