Sunday, 18 January 2009

  • I Found Myself

    I found myself in a box.
    There I was alone and
    no one to talk. I was
    keeping the feelings
    are the inside and not
    wanting to share them
    with anyone. I also
    had a lot of good things
    to share but it seemed
    nobody wanted to hear
    them either.

    I found myself in a crowd
    alone. I felt like everyone
    else was having fun but me.
    I was just there because I
    thought maybe I'm here.
    That didn't work out so
    well.

    I found myself out in the
    world not knowing where
    to go." It is so huge." I
    thought to myself, "what
    was I going to do." I was
    so lost and confused
    because I didn't know
    which way to go.

    I found myself in my room
    fighting with the devil
    because he wanted me
    to go one way but I knew
    God wanted me to go the
    other way. The devil was
    trying to keep me with
    letting me have control
    over my life but I knew
    that was wrong.

    Then after fighting with
    him for some time I just
    said to God, "I can't
    take it anymore more."
    " I haven't had fun in I
    don't know how long. I
    miss my old friends."
    "I just want things back to
    normal again."

    God said back to me,
    "Child, Believe in and
    trust in me and I will
    lead your future into
    places where you never
    thought possible. I will
    bless you beyond what
    you can image. Just have
    the Faith and don't be
    scared."

    Then I said back to God,
    "I do have the Faith so I'm
    going to let go and let
    You starting today. Myself
    is in You, God. You are the
    only one that can make me
    happy."


    Jan. 2009


    P.S. Just letting anybody that is reading this know that I'm okay now and loving life! :) There is also a note before this one that gave me the idea for it. I used some verses from Matthew and they are on that other note.


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