Sunday, 18 January 2009

• I Found Myself

  I found myself in a box.
  There I was alone and
  no one to talk. I was
  keeping the feelings
  are the inside and not
  wanting to share them
  with anyone. I also
  had a lot of good things
  to share but it seemed
  nobody wanted to hear
  them either.
  
  I found myself in a crowd
  alone. I felt like everyone
  else was having fun but me.
  I was just there because I
  thought maybe I'm here.
  That didn't work out so
  well.
  
  I found myself out in the
  world not knowing where
  to go." It is so huge." I
  thought to myself, "what
  was I going to do." I was
  so lost and confused
  because I didn't know
  which way to go.
  
  I found myself in my room
  fighting with the devil
  because he wanted me
  to go one way but I knew
  God wanted me to go the
  other way. The devil was
  trying to keep me with
  letting me have control
  over my life but I knew
  that was wrong.
  
  Then after fighting with
  him for some time I just
  said to God, "I can't
  take it anymore more."
  " I haven't had fun in I
  don't know how long. I
  miss my old friends."
  "I just want things back to
  normal again."
  
  God said back to me,
  "Child, Believe in and
  trust in me and I will
  lead your future into
  places where you never
  thought possible. I will
  bless you beyond what
  you can image. Just have
  the Faith and don't be
  scared."
  
  Then I said back to God,
  "I do have the Faith so I'm
  going to let go and let
  You starting today. Myself
  is in You, God. You are the
  only one that can make me
  happy."
  
  
  Jan. 2009
  
  
  P.S. Just letting anybody that is reading this know that I'm okay now and loving life! :) There is also a note before this one that gave me the idea for it. I used some verses from Matthew and they are on that other note.
  
  
  

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