Hey-
You might think my title is kind of strange but I notice this pass week that it is so true. Three of my guyfriends have taught me so much probably more then my girlfriends. I don't know if it is because I'm like them personailty wise more or what but it is amazing what they have taught me and this year is their last so I have no idea what I will do without them next year. It is strange also how God takes one away then puts one in and then takes that one away and then put the old friend back in plus a new one. Here is my story to explain what I'm talking about. When I first started college I fell for this guy and we would make time to talk at lunch off and on and thing and he was homeschooled and the first guy that I met when I came to college. For a year and a half we talked like friends do but then he got a girlfriend last year so he stop talking to me or knowing that I was around. While that was happening and I was giving up on him another guy came along so we got to know each other a little deeper and we talked some and so on. Well, where I am now is that guy I got to know deeper last sesmeter as a friend is not talking to me anymore and I barely see him. Another guy is coming into my life now for who knows what the reason is yet haven't firgured it out yet and the first guy that I got to know is coming back and acting like himself again since he broke up with his girlfriend. The guy that I got to know deeper last semster says that something has made his life life changing so that could have something with him not talking to me. Even though these different guys come from different backgrounds like homeschooled, public schooled, and a broken family they are seem to have one thing in common and can tell one thing about me and that one thing about me that they have told me is that I'm really caring and have a kind heart. It is a good thing I know but it is also a hard thing to understand. I think that with that kind heart that I help them out and make them think about things without them knowing therefore they need a break from me and later on they will come back around as friends. Is that possible and does it make sense? It is strange how things really worked out lately for me. I don't know if I'm just changed more and more or if they are. If you can make sense out of this then I would love for you to leave a comment if not then that is ok I totally understand. I kind of confused myself while writing this too. Well, I better go so bye.
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