Hey-
We all know what the Love Chapter is, right? We either learned it in church or our family taught it to us and for many of us that is our favorite chapter or one of our favorite chapters in the Bible. Isn't it wried how God can take like a chapter that you have known for so long and heard and read it over and over and put it to work in your life. That is what He did to me with this chapter last night and today and here is how He did it.
From what many of you have read, I really like this one guy and he doesn't know and right now he doesn't even notice because he has 2 jobs so he is either busy with those or his friends which is of course ok because everyone needs friends, right? I was getting worried about this guy and kind of mad at him just because I would try to talk to him but he wouldn't talk back. I'm still a little worried about him because he is working way too much but that is not the case. Anyways, for some reason God put this chapter on my mind last night right before I went to bed so it was hard going to bed for me. I got up with it still on my mind and prayed a little about it. First, when I thought about it I was like that is what I need to do I need to be patient, not self-seeking, kind, and not give up. I will admit I have a hard time being patient like every other girl and I do want to give up sometimes but I really do care about him so much that I don't want to because then I wouldn't have a good reason. That is all I have about the chapter but I have something else to share with you.
This isn't the first time that God has used this guy to get me to understand verses better or myself better. It is amazing how God can put someone like this guy into your life. It will does seems easier to understand some times but not all. I say that because like I said this is my favorite chapter in the Bible that I really know good and because of that I have had it up in my room while I was in high school all four years and I would look at it and read it everyday so it came common to me. I didn't really understand what it meant because it came so common and I didn't have a guy in high school to show me the meaning like this guy does. The last time I can remember having it on my mind was last year during the first year of college because I was doing a Bible studying on love by myself and that is really the last time I remember thinking about it or reading it but then all of the sudden last night it came back to my mind again. It is wried how God can use a guy like that in my life. This guy has helped my grow in God and be the women God wants be to be so much more then he could ever image that is why I love him so much and yes I did say love him and we're not even together but I mean it in a friendly sort of way.
That is it. I hope you all understand it because I want some feedback on what you think about it. I tried to do the best I could explaining it on computer. I still need to write it down to understand it more and study it more again. Well, I better go so bye.
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Hey...
Thanks for the encouragement. It is really tough to put a lot effort into something and not have it pay off in the way that you wanted. The good thing is that it isn't an Education course, so I don't have to worry about the "C"--which my professor turned into a C+ b/c he forgot my extra credit.
As far as the guy is concerned, let God work everything out. :)